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2010-03-03T19:52:00.004+08:00

Need to move on, move on, moving on.

Some things are not meant to be.

Let's study.

Trudging through all these shit.
:)
Dissapointing.... not?
Come again?
I'm not in a position to judge?
....True.

Screw.
It.
All.

2010-03-02T19:41:00.002+08:00

8 oclock will start work.
I won't be replying in MSN unless its important or something... or depends on my mood.

One step at a time...

Imma go jogging tomorrow, nyone? :D

People say, there are lots of fishes in the ocean,
Tons of trees in forests,
But what i want is no tree nor a fish, i want you.

Have your mind gone so bad,
That it's only full of crap?
Donning that cap--
Won't work a tad.

(No Li Yang I'm not referring to your thinking cap, cap in this case is used like a 'mask'.)

Someone i can live without.
But then again, my life will be without
Colors. So what for? Without
You i would be able to get into a slumber [and not think of you]
With you around, i am invigorated and able to live with vigour.
But it's like i'm addicted to you.

2010-03-01T20:17:00.003+08:00

Hey people.
I've spent chinese lecture doing poetry, pretty low-standard types though.
But i don't care, i like it, and it doesn't matter if you don't like it.
And it's not like if you like it, i'll like that, right? Not.

Forget the previous paragraph. It's literally useless.

Here are the stuff:

Love.. is a hoax.
Love.. is a fabrication of lies.
Oh,
To harbour such naive thoughts,
To think nothing was impossible..
Well..
Love isn't just a fairytale.
Love is.. impossible.
So you say
That the days we spent were fake,
That the feelings we had were merely lies?
No,
The days we spent were true,
The feelings we had however.. were
False.

Different people, different perspectives, different feelings.
Yes, we are different people with very different perspectives, but so what?
Until i found out we had extremely different feelings.

If you want an hour of happiness, take a nap.
If you want a day of happiness, go fishing.
If you want a month of happiness, get married.
If you want a year of happiness, inherit a fortune.
If you want a lifetime of happiness, help someone.
-Old chinese proverb

'Love her for who she is, and not what she is'

Oh, these are not directed to anyone just fyi.

2010-02-26T19:12:00.003+08:00

Had a long day, longer day ahead.

One thing that made me happy today:
Let me think...
Mr Wong (PE teacher) was much more friendlier today.

Oh, anyone has any idea why i will feel dizzy whenever i run?
Especially when i look back while running.. the world starts to spin.
Then i can't pass the baton properly during practice relays >_>

I always had this problem since a year ago, wonder what happened.
Anaemic?
Fluid inbalance in ears?
Lack of water?
Lack of exercise?

We shall see in due time.

Sorry does not change the past.
It is only a waste of breath.
Nothing can change the past.
Not even God.
We can never change the past.
So why bother?

We all make mistakes,
To err is human.
And i am just like you,
A normal human being.
All these days that are sliding past us..
Till today, why can't you ever let me in?

2010-02-25T20:00:00.003+08:00

Hi people.
Today's post will be a short one, i only have three minutes.

One thing that made me happy today is that i helped an old woman to her bus stop and ultimately her home (I only brought her to the bus stop)

She asked me at the cross-junction right before i crossed the street (just green light)
On how to go to woodlands lol.. She actually was heading to the same bus stop as me which will lead her further away from woodlands, but fortunately i knew how to get to woodlands so...

Yeah.

And i've got lots of work today.

I don't really know how i feel about you, but i really love being with you.

Tata.

2010-02-24T19:50:00.001+08:00

Honto no kimochi...?

I don't know a thing O:
Oh well.
Let nature run its course.

Poems postponed.

2010-02-23T20:24:00.002+08:00

Whatever will be, will be.

Casted aside whatever emotions i have,
Even seeping feelings which i try very hard to conceal,
To live in the present day,
And not brood on depressing thoughts.

Shut doors,
Frosted windows..
Haunted by old scars,
And a sinking heart is left ajar
Waiting for a shooting star.

8.30.
Work time.

2010-02-18T20:03:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, we just overthink.
Maybe you are just like me, oversensitive?

I feel selfish!

This feeling welling up inside of me,
This black mixture of thoughts stirring inside of me..
Shaking from fear,
That one day you will leave me as well.

I want to write more, but this time constraint i'm experiencing day to day is pissing me off big time.

2010-02-16T10:41:00.002+08:00

Surprisingly, i already feel that studying is boring.
Hope it'll turn out for the better..
Hope study group would be good <:
PW group be good too please.

Today i must go out!!!!1
Pool anyone!?!?!?!??!?!?!?
Or house-visiting!??!?!??!
I would prefer pool though.
:P

Ah well.
I deleted all of my games on com!!
So i won't have the desire to click them.
: D

Hope.

2010-02-12T15:53:00.003+08:00

Does it matter who is right and who is not?

Hi bitches and bastards.
IJC is pretty.. fine, a little stressful so far, lots of things to revise.
I take longer than average to understand several things.. a pity.

I'll stick to studying daily.
:D

*SIGH*

Full As for upcoming tests my target.
Excluding chinese of course.
Don't be absurd.

What is this emotion i'm feeling now?
Constantly brooding over irrelevant issues.
What's the issue,
You might ask, 'How'?
Well i don't really know how.
I don't know what's going on and on.
Time continues to run and run.
And all i do is to sit here, to ponder and ponder.

Inside i feel this undescribable feeling
Not that i want to feel this way but healing
Now seems impossible.
Old cuts have not healed yet
Vengeful wounds starts to upset
A mere human.

Just a mere human
Unable to do much.
Now i start to think...
That this scheme doesn't have any link with Innova at all.
I'll stop here.

Off to study!!!!!

2010-02-05T20:02:00.003+08:00

At the skies.. hiding behind the clouds.
PJC appeal failed.
Innova for 2 years.
Let's do this one way or another.

Weekends!!!!!!
Will post quotes/poems next time.

2010-02-02T20:59:00.003+08:00

Good evening everyone!

Just went to my actual JC lecturing lessons.
Introductory lessons only though.
Kinda tired.
Even though its not the real thing.
Guess i need to get ready for it.

Here is what i want to get soon:
A thermos flask to contain a hot drink.
Colored pens!!!!!! (Any recommendations?)
A LOT of fool scap paper!!!
A few good files to contain notes.

To be continued.

I would like to comment about Innova before i end this post tonight..
The COP is pretty high, its a new school after all.
Facilities seems pretty decent anyhow.
Lecturers are really nice (or appear to be).
They make the lessons more interesting by cracking jokes (even if they are not funny)
I really appreciate it.
I'll put in my 99.9% ok!
No guarantees but i'll promise to work hard ^.^

PJC or IJC, it is ultimately up to the student's will to get good grades.

And so i've got homework today from Econs teacher.
Act-funny-and-act-cute-but-not-at-all teacher.
:)

See you fools.

2010-01-29T21:12:00.003+08:00

Haven't blogged for some time.
Gotten into IJC.
Appealed for PJC.
Hope i can get into PJC.
Even though IJC is pretty nice.
And i hate orientation.
And all the school's orientation are about the same.
But i still hate it.
And.
And also..
Not forgetting...

Blah blah blah blah.
Sick.

Hope i can get an MC for Monday.

2010-01-16T10:07:00.003+08:00

After reading Straits Times Home section today i decided to post something about it.

'Woman, 52, admits kiling teen daughter'
This woman, apparently divorced twice, had a knife sunk into her 14-year-old daughter.
And what gave me a shock was that she' waited until the girl breathed her last'.
Imagine her watching her daughter die right before her.
No matter what, she killed an innocent girl, and she was even her own flesh and blood (if i hadn't read wrongly)
I don't feel anything much for this deceased girl, for i had not experienced anything like this before personally before, and i don't wish to.

(This keyboard i'm using now is pissing me off big time. The keys needs to be punched in. Damn it)

Anyhow, this makes me recall of murderers get away with life/death sentences just because they are 'mentally unstable' or has a mental condition.
Those that are truly mentally unstable and killed.. should be given a life sentence in IMH or the like.
In the first place, it is their fault to be mentally unstable.
If they were strong, they wouldn't have succumbed to a stupid mental condition.

'8 years added to rapist's 24-year term'
This catchy title did indeed catch my eye in an instant.
This 60-year-old bastard raped a child for 7 years, since she was 8.
6 sexual abuses and 3 rape charges.
Sodomised and introduced foreign objects to her.
I'm guessing vibrators and the such, but let us spare the details.
I'd say screw this guy and just give him a life sentence.
According to the article, the now 16-year-old girl is mentally perturbed, even turned to self-mutilation.

Now, if blame were to occur, at least two parties can be blamed.

For the first article i commented on, you can blame her previous husbands, her indirect family, or even her own daughter for failing to read the situation, leading to her own death. You could even say she deserved it? Maybe not. I don't want to be flamed for being so strict.

Then we have the next article.
You can also blame the family members of the child.. for letting that bastard take care of their child for 7 whole years without noticing.
Blame the child herself for failing to tell others about the situation earlier.

But, think.
Do blaming benefit us in any way?
No.
So stop pointing fingers and solve things amicably.

Going back to the two articles..
I really pity the two for the former article.
One is dead, but the other.. i don't know if she is considered dead or alive.

The latter..
Screw the bastard, and wish all the best for the adolescent.
Stay strong.. no wait. Be strong.

2010-01-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

Finally done with JAE.

I got 13/19 for R4/R5 respectively.
Nett is 12/18.

And so my JAE is like this:
1st choice: PJC science
2nd choice: IJC science
3rd choice.. It seriously doesn't matter now does it?

Looks like it's either PJC or IJC!
Hope i can get into PJC, just a stone throw away from home..
So i can nerd at school and nerd at home very soon.
Don't have to spend much time on transport.

To others who isn't satisfied with your results..
No i'm not going to say that humans will never truly get satisfied.
Oh i just did.
In any case, wish you best of luck whatever you do.
Retain, ITE, or a crappy poly course.
Make sure you choose the right choice, and that you won't regret in the future.

Good night people.

2010-01-10T19:59:00.003+08:00

There is absolutely no such thing as absolute.

One's choice of words tell a lot about one.

Nothing can change the past.

You have something you want, and something else is in the way.
I don't see a problem eradicating that 'something else'.

How nice would it be if i was Mars and you were Venus.
Then we would never meet.

Thoughts of Altruism.

There's a blind lady crossing the street.
Do you help her?

If you chose to help her, do you intend to help her cross that street everyday or whenever she needed to?

If you chose not to, you can actually let her be independent. What if she needs help crossing the road and nobody is there? Maybe that's what's happening at that point of time too.
On a side note, there's a high possibilty that it isn't her first time crossing the street.

It seriously depends.
If she is crossing dangerously or obviously needs help you can guide her for the first time.
But what if she is doing everything perfectly well, and you are crossing the road at the same time?
Will you still help her?

If you choose to help her, do you intend to help her cross that street everyday or whenever she needed to?

If you choose not to, you can actually let her be independent.

What will you do?
What will the public do?

2010-01-05T17:13:00.002+08:00

Oh..

I feel like posting a whole lot of philosophical stuff again.
But not today!

Till then.

2009-12-31T18:59:00.003+08:00

This one be a rant.

I'm getting sick of humanity.
Seriously speaking.
People irks me off.
Not that i am not one of them, or am i not?
That doesn't matter.

In any case.. just look at how vulnerable humans are.
One tiny little bug can cause a million deaths.
And that's not all.
Humans are such .. loathsome creatures.
Get what i mean?

No?
Here's an example.
Humans tend to point fingers at each other, shirking their responsibilities.
Why?
Fingering can be pleasurable, but pointing fingers isn't pleasurable at all.

And i'm not done yet.
Ever seen an accident first-person?
And people crowd around the injured and that it seems like nobody want to help?
Know what's going on in their minds?
'Someone else will help him/her, i'll just watch'.

During a fire accident, the poisonous fumes/gases are the ones that kills more than people who are actually charred to a toast.
Likewise..
Probably that's the reason why people die at accidents.
Because of these people.

Feh. Now, you get what i mean.
I'm not stereotyping humans as .. fucking retards but many of them just simply makes me feel ashamed.
People, try to be less selfish and more altruistic.

Oh now when i mentioned about altruism.
Many, and i mean, many, MANY people perform good and charitable acts .. just for their own good.
Know how good it feels to help another person?
It's a whole load of happiness.
Although having passionate sex gives you much more happiness temporarily.

Back on topic, people help others because of several reasons (most of which are for personal gains, example stated as previous paragraph).
However i do believe that true selfless people exist in this world.
Selfish people are a dime a dozen, but selfless people .. probably just a dozen.
But at least these people help others.

Now that i've re-read my post, i realised that what i feel deep inside is that i actually need someone to help me.
Feh.
Someone told me one cannot survive alone.
Indeed.

Enough of this rant this very evening.

Today is new year's eve, and i wish everyone a happy new year! :)
..in advance.

2009-12-29T19:30:00.002+08:00

Sigh.

Anyone can read my mind via that sigh?
I wish.

'O' level results are approaching !
I want to know my results.. and at the same time i have contradicting thoughts .
You know what i mean.

Mood.
Off.
Logging.
Off.

2009-12-17T18:58:00.002+08:00

Today .. i walked all the way downstairs to buy food and realised i don't have enough money with me !
So when i went back and was like 'fuck' initially .
But seconds later i had this thinking: 'At least i found out before i reached the place, if not i'll have to walk more' .

However,
It's still easier being a pessimist than an optimist .

Do you like something cos you are good at it, or because you are really into it ?

Living in solitude is barely possible .
But still, it has its good part .

2009-12-15T08:08:00.002+08:00

Let's put some salt on it if it's too sweet .

It's awfully sad when you give her your heart, but she doesn't want it .

'But i want something better'

You won't really know what a woman wants .

Don't start something you cannot stop .

2009-12-13T09:36:00.002+08:00

LAN day today .
Jogging day few days back was not on course .

Thursday would be SAW/GAMES day .

Will be playing with a few newbs today (Actually, all)
How awesome does that sound ?
JOCKY HELP !!!!!!! WHERE!?!??!!? Hmmmm ..
Will be fun i suppose .

Life isn't boring .
It is you who makes it seem boring .

2009-12-10T20:56:00.002+08:00

I feel sick of you .

Anyway, today was .. gah .
Shall stop there concerning today .

In any case there will be a 'games day' event .
I wonder if anyone will actually be interested to participate ?

Also, there is a jogging session tomorrow .. i wonder if it'll turn out to fail ?

Will pray for the best, but expect the worst .

2009-12-06T10:00:00.017+08:00

I don't want to fall in love any more cos i don't wanna get hurt again .

First off, thanking my new pet sotong for rekindling my 'quote-of-the-day' .

Soon, i'll find a new blogskin like the french one i had previously (way back, i applaud you if you remember that skin) that fits having that scheme/theme .

Flooding posts with quotes (If i do rip, there will be an asterisk,*)

Hope it won't be short-lived like last time .

Aim of the day:
100 quotes .

Some are bullshitty but it's up to me after all .
Enjoy if it's according to your tastebuds .
I am no tea .

[Inserting '--' in between every 10 quotes]

--

Time never stops, just like my thoughts of you .
(Maybe not ? Literally impossible but quotes can be drama sometimes)

Everyone makes mistakes, but no one makes them forever .

Loss makes one realise .

Person A will never truly understand what Person B is experiencing unless Person A has experienced it before .

*When a man says he's fine, most of the time, he isn't .

*When a woman says 'fine', leave her alone unless you want to risk your fingers getting burnt .

*You cannot buy love, but you can pay heavily for it .

Skills rust when you stop practising .. no wonder you keep on talking .

People lie for many reasons .
Some lie for their own good, others lie to protect others .
But it's ironic that the one being lied to, when found out, will not like it .

No matter how many times you roll a standard die, you can never get a number larger than 6.
(No point trying to do something that is impossible)

--

*If laughter is the best medicine, how can some people 'die from laughter' ?

Scientists have found ways to reach the seabed, the sky and beyond, but no scientist has found a way to touch one's soul .

In cases of fire, most of the time people don't die from fire itself .
Instead, they die due to panic and the smoke .
(Stupid people just don't understand what's don't panic)

Kill or be killed, hunt or be hunted, love or be loved ?

What do you do when your loved one says, 'Kill me if you love me'
Can you bring yourself to ?

Given a choice, would you give up your own life for your lover's life or sacrifice hers to save yours ? Most people pick the former for this cliched question, but she still will be sad alone, isn't it ?

How good does it feels like to die in your lover's arms ?

If you think you can do it, you might not be able to, but the moment you think you cannot do it, it will be inconceivable for you to make it .

To get something you want, you have to exchange something for it .
(Very true, but can be bullshitty at times)

Influence has a big influence in one's mind .

--

There is no 'impossible' in this world .
After all, what's going to happen to the future is uncertain .

You can not do some things, and at the same time you cannot do some things .

I remembered to forget you .

Every heart is sealed with a special lock, and there's a different key for different people .

Over time, feelings will be nurtured, not can be .
(<:)

I really love you, but we cannot be together .
(Feel like sodomising all who says this, but on rare occasions, this quote really make sense)

Love knows no boundaries .
(Is this copied ?)

There is a motive behind every action .
(Motive can be sub-consciously made)

If you leave something or someone alone it might go away .
But feelings ? I'm not too sure .

If fortune telling really works, why don't fortune tellers get a fortune themselves ?

--

In life, you have to say goodbye to several things or people .
Although it's not good at all .

Can you choose to love or not to ?

It's ok to back down and regroup first .
It's alright to give in, compose yourself then strike the enemy unaware .
But the moment you give up, it's all over .

Don't tell someone sad to stay strong .
They aren't feeling strong to begin with .

Countless fools have asked crying people if they are fine .

Walls have ears, and doors are very enticing for curious ears which want to listen .

Curiousity kills the cat, but humans are not cats .

Good listeners don't just listen .

*When a wife tells her husband that 'They (we) need to talk', the husband hears it as 'I need you to listen to me while i whine and complain'

There are right things during wrong times, but don't do wrong things during wrong times .

--

*There is no right or wrong, only human comparison .

There are three ways to walk pass a locked door .
Use a key, ram hard through it .. or simply walk around it .

You can run but you can't hide .
Same goes for reality .
Even if you run, you can't run forever .

The past will affect the future both directly and indirectly .

No one can change the pst, but anyone can change the future .

Living forever can be a burden .

A sock can fit a foot, as well as a small ornament . Be creative .

When something hurts, it's a hint to tell you to stop .

Now that you've scrambled my heart, unscramble my clothes .

Destroying is easier than fixing .

--

Would you rather fall in love and get hurt, or never fall in love at all ?

Humans are selfish creatures in nature .

The one that understands you best is you yourself .

You can always learn a new thing a day, by simply paying attention .

Mood is important, and is also a very useful excuse .

Pray for the best, but prepare for the worst .

When you say its the worst day of your life, remember to add 'so far' .

Cross your heart and mark your words .

Which is worse -- killing one's life or teaching one to kill ?

A hungry man is an angry man .

--

Nothing is futile . Unless you are doing nothing .

It's better to teach one to fish than giving one a fish .

Don't dry promises or wet them with others' tears .

Expect the unexpected .

I'm just like a piece of chopstick without its pair, which cannot function without the other pair .

Sometimes there is more than what it seems -- thanks to imagination .

You can't whine problems away .

*Experiences that doesn't kill only makes us stronger .

You can't live off luck .

Luck might net you a fish, but luck cannot teach you how to fish .

--

*Time is a great teacher, but it kills all its students .

If you think it's not fair, then get some tan .

*True love is when he makes you shed a tear and you still want him .

Whatever you do, if you are happy, and think you will be happy in the future, then continue doing whatever you are doing .
(My perspective)

Different people, diferent abilities, different perspectives, different prospectives,
(Ooo i like this one myself :o)

I think of you as often as i breathe in .

*If laughing is therapeutic, why do people 'die laughing' ?

*There is no love gauge .
No how much, how little .
It's either you love someone, or not .
-Adapted from Daryl Choo

Sticks and stones kill .
So do your smile .

*You only live once !

--

If you are happy, smile or laugh .
If you are sad, frown or tear .
It's that simple .

Life is simple . But humans think otherwise .

Sometimes if you go in too deep, there's no way out .

*To love someone is to give the power of destroying you to her, but trusting her not to .
(Where did i hear this from ?)

People who lie should just lie there and rot .

Love is merely an illusion .

*Invisible tears are the hardest to wipe

*Not all gray clouds rain

*Dirty water still washes dirt away

*To teach is not to fill a bucket with water, but the ignition of a flame .

--

Why is the Earth round, and why is the sky blue ?
Some thngs are meant to be so .
But we are not meant to be together .

Why is it so hard to tell the truth some times ?

If a woman is dressing up and says she needs only five minutes, be prepared to wait for an hour .

The best thing to do during a cold night is to snuggle up close with you .

*A slut is a promiscuous woman who sleeps with many .
A bitch is a woman who sleeps with many, except you .
-Mdm Asrina

There are many things in this world that are absolutely pointless and redundant .
Just like trying to resuscitate a man who has been dead for 6 hours .
And like wasting time with you, trying to be nice to you .

People expect something in return for what they have done .

You always have a choice until the moment you breathe your last .

Some people actually die from an accident because no one refuses to help .
These 'by-standers' think that someone else will help the victim .
And when everyone have the same thought, it's all over .

How can one stand at one side, watch someone die, despite having the ability to save that person ?

--

You need at least two to compare and contrast .

Well that makes 101 . I might make more .

Aim of the day: 100 quotes -- completed .

2009-12-04T09:35:00.003+08:00

Life is never fair, never will .

Will you hold on to me if i fell for you ?

If you don't say yes i will .. ask you again .

Sometimes it really is too late .

Virgins, cherish your cherries like some stupid men who care so much about cherries .
I wonder why is hymen that important .
If you like the hymen that much, marry her hymen instead of her .

It's impossible to have everything in this world .
And yet, people with insatiable greed still want to have everything .
Beggars are happy to receive almost anything .
And for me, all i want is something -- you .
(Uh wait, did i just refer you as something ? Never mind - -)

Visualise that your dying and breathing your last few breaths .
What will your last words be ?

Do you know why women don't get why men don't get women ?

Women turn right, men turn east .

Why men never remember and women never forget ?

People always want to have something tha they can never have .
And when they somehow get it they don't cherish it .
Also, when it is lost they regret it, and wished they had .

Why do you live when you are still going to pass away one day ?

Some men want to be able to experience multiple orgasms (like someone here)
But some women, being able to experience multiple orgasms, get sick after having a couple of them or so .

It's like, when you have something in abundance, you don't seem to see its importance and you-name-it .

You didn't hold on to me when i first fell for you .
I kept on falling afterwards, hoping you would .
Now i still am falling, but it doesn't hurt any more .
Is it because my knees have already lost its nerves ?
Or is it that i don't feel anything any longer ?

2009-12-01T18:33:00.002+08:00

I might not know your pain .
In fact, i'm certain i don't know exactly how you are feeling .

I have lost my paternal granny, but i haven't lost someone so important, and so close to me,
unlike what happened to you, unfortunately .

Indeed, the one who knows yourself best, is you yourself .

I'm sorry for your loss, and i've been trying to watch my words very carefully, but maybe i said something wrong ?

You won't be reading this (i doubt you will be), but i just want to get this off my chest . I won't ask you if your fine, because that's a rheotorical question, and a stupid one on top of that .

Well, what can i say .
Just punch my number in and cry to your heart's content if you wish .
Whine on and on, or scream at the top of your voice, but never suffer alone in the dark .

Remember,
I'm just a phone call away .

2009-11-29T22:25:00.002+08:00

Philosophical post.

There is no right or wrong, just human comparison .

Sometimes, the person that you love is just one who is right beside you, but you don't see it .
And if you look too far out, you don't see the ones near you .

I love you, but i'm not in love with you .

More to come (in another post if on another day)

2009-11-28T19:24:00.002+08:00

Life is equally short like love .

That is arithmetically wrong, because you don't love someone right from the start you were given your life, nor can you love when your life is taken away .

But metaphorically and for specific reasons, life is mostly perceived as short -- even though it is a hefty 70 years for most people . Love on the other hand can be perceived as short or long, sometimes in extreme cases like eternity, even . Refer to cliched and mushroom quotes like 'Love you forever, eternity, etc' and so on .

In any case i don't want to spend 70 years writing on love and life .
So i'll just stop here .
(I'm just using an excuse cos i wanna take a break from all these philosophy)

Is this loneliness ?
A solitary life is more than what it seems, since humans are social creatures after all .

2009-11-25T11:57:00.003+08:00

Hello people .
Today will be a self-reflection post .

I don't dare to do anything that we did together, lest i get reminded of the sad past .
But now, i recall that we've done everything possible together .
I don't dare to do anything anymore .

Remember 'All cowards are weak, but not all weak people are cowards ?'
Yeah, i digged that ancient quote some time ago, and i get reminded of the past with some .
Like, can't we just bury the hatchet ?
I wonder why .
I'm dumb, but if you explain it to me, i'll understand .
Vengeance will continue to kill and cause harm to people, till one day someone involved finally stops it .

Revenge is sweet, too, but you can't counter revenge with revenge, it's just a vicious cycle .

Just look at my past quotes and you'll see subtle hints to my weaknesses .
Perhaps, sub-consciously i think i'm a coward, and that i'm weak .
Who knows ?

I know those sad eyes .

Loss makes one realise .

If he cannot accept your worst, he doesn't deserve you at your best .

Have you wondered which hurts the most, saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wished you had ?

I'd say the latter .

Because you can change the living but you can't change the dead .

False tears* hurt others, while false smiles make one hurt oneself .
*anyone knows the actual word ?

2009-11-24T14:08:00.004+08:00

I can't bear it anymore .

I'll take the easy way out, she be better off ...

You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

If Pinocchio said, “My nose is about to grow”, what would happen?

If a tree falls in the forest without anyone there, does it still make a sound?
Nobody knows .

Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?

Why do psychics have to ask you for your name?

Everybody's gone, time to move on .

2009-11-22T08:25:00.004+08:00

Hoo, long time since i've posted .

Why does my heart feels like it's on a triathlon when i think of you ?

There's some things one must do even if one doesn't like it .

Falling in love can be like falling in a bottomless pit - with no way out .

Once you do something twice, very likely you will do it thrice .

A rational adjective for love is 'irrational' .

Should i be happy that we are friends, or sad that we can never be something more ?

2009-11-11T19:23:00.003+08:00

'O's is finally over!
Papers weren't good . Probably all of B calibre except some exceptions .

Anyway, i will be holding free tuition sessions at my place .
Can help to go through some of your subjects .
(Sec 1-3)
Can coach EMath, Bio, POA, Lit .
Can help on English .

Will be willing to share some study tips and useful skills (like memorising) :D
I might be not experienced but if you just happen to be weak in that subject i can might as well save you from your bottomless pit .

Tutoring till holidays are over .

Contact me if your interested, and timings are likely to be tentative .

Will stop post here tonight .

2009-11-06T22:15:00.002+08:00

Love is when you find an imperfect person perfect .
Love is all about romance .
Love is about companionship .
Love is friendship set on fire .
Love is bittersweet .

This list is NOT exhaustive .

Different people, different perspectives, diferent prospectives .
(Different people, different views, different future)

There's a spot where you can touch a woman and drive her crazy . What is it ?
Now, for you kinky bastards, this is a decent question !
The spot where you can touch and will drive a woman crazy is the heart .

Now that our exams are somewhat over, what are you going to do during the long break ?
What are you going to do for next year ?
JC ? Poly ?
And what are you going to do after that ?
What do you want to do in life ?

If you simply go with the flow like this you'll tend to end up regretting not planning for your future .
(Over-used quote: Nobody plan to fail, but some fail to plan)

Hmm, these days i've been into survival stuff and managed to find interesting, invaluable information to keep you fools alive in a tropical-rainforest-like of situation .

All six-legged insects are edible
All fur-bearing animals are edible (cook first)
Avoid plant sap that are milky or bitter tasting
Avoid plants that forks into 3 (Like 3-leaf clover)
Avoid fruits that smell like peaches or almonds .
Running water>Still water

(Termites are yummy and worms somehow taste like nuts)

Yeah and 101 more things about survival .
Lolol .

Will post more tomorrow .

2009-11-02T19:09:00.002+08:00

Evening people .

Has the degree of friends regressed ?

I want to know how it feels like to be heartbroken
Over again .

2009-10-28T18:39:00.003+08:00

Raped Math paper 2 !
If i don't have any careless mistakes, i'll get 98/100 because my tangent seems to be epic fail .

Was grinning from ear to ear for some time .
:D

Nothing much to say this night .
Bye !

2009-10-27T20:20:00.004+08:00

Paper 1 wasn't good today .

It's alright tho !
Paper 2 tomorrow, i'm so gonna rape the paper tomorrow (:

Haven't been honest with people, including myself (Yes i'm human really)
What's up with the facade recently eh ?
Who knows .

I like saying 'Yoh' now :D

2009-10-26T18:50:00.001+08:00

So we had 'O' levels English today .
Didn't perform well but yeah whatever .

Tomorrow's math and i need to mug for it @_@
Hope i can net an A .

No time to waste !

2009-10-23T07:57:00.003+08:00

Maybe i don't love you anymore .
How hurting would it be if it's true ?
But it's not like it isn't .

The similarity between the both of us are our differences .
Hey, i churned this out myself, what do you expect .. ?

Anyway !
Today's gonna be a busy day for me ^_^

So, see you all folks .

2009-10-22T17:55:00.004+08:00

Something awkward happened today .
-.-

Anyway, i've got 1/29 for class position, and 38/187 for level position .
Rankings seems pretty decent, eh ?
But the L1R4 aggregate is 15 .
Sigh ..

Man, i have mixed feelings over getting first in class .
I mean, most people enjoys getting first in class, right ?
But it just gives me false hope (Thanks, meow) and over-confidence etc .
But i'll continue to work hard !!! (As if i am working hard right now)

Anyway, 7-10 maths study session, followed by 10-12 poa session by Ms Goh .
After that, lunch, and SS study .

Love group studies (or 'orgies', you could say :p)
No idea why people dislike them .
But seriously, i think i can study better in a group ?
Hmmm ...
What a controversial issue .

Also, please stop staring at me .
If there's something on my face just tell me directly ..
I'll get shy .. and it's rude :
Not that i dislike you doing that but yeaaaah .

I love studying T_T

Note: Meow-->A good chemistry teacher ^_^

2009-10-19T18:57:00.002+08:00

Evening girls .
Haven't posted for a long time !

So i shall .

Today, if you don't study, you will need to study more tomorrow .
But you can always procrastinate at your own peril .

Thursday is practical .
And .. Monday is English exams .

Oh yes . I'm looking for a group to revise on the science practicals .
I can guide you for Bio pract, but i'll be depending on you for Chem pract (:

In any case, i be studying now .
Those who are still wasting their time reading my post, better go back studying right now !

2009-10-06T14:35:00.009+08:00

I harbour such strange feelings .

Feelings WILL be nurtured, not CAN be .

Things are not stupid . It's just you who is stupid .

Heheh .
I see, i see .
That's not what i was thinking of, i'm just afraid of it, unable to face reality when it's struck hard on my face . But now, i'm ready to screw you upside-down, inside-out, take me on anywhere, anyhow, anytime .

Coincidences occur from time to time, but is this affinity ?
Let's not be too fatalistic, but it's inconceivable to have so many coincidences ..
Who cares :D

I love you a lot, but i'm not in love with you .

2009-10-02T14:40:00.002+08:00

There's a demonic creature right next to me right now .
She knows Maths better than i do and i tutor her just to throw my face.
Don't worry for my fans out there, my adorable face is still here (:

Gotta fly .

2009-10-02T14:21:00.002+08:00

VSH. :D

- Cheryl

2009-09-30T21:15:00.002+08:00

There are at least two layers to something .
Metaphorically .

These are my prelim results, followed by my targeted 'O' level results .

English - B3
Maths (Elementary) - B3
Science (Chem, Bio) - B4
POA - A1
Literature - B4
Humanities (SS,Geog) - F9

English - A2
Maths (Elementary) - A1
Science (Chem, Bio) - A1
POA - A1
Literature - A2
Humanities (SS,Geog) - A2

There's no point aiming for something and not doing something .
It's just like trying to reach out and touch the skies while your just laying on the floor .

:)

Every little thing you do drives me crazy .

My heart skipped, again .

I don't care and i really don't mean it .

I thought i loved you until i realised how i can't live without you .

2009-09-28T20:21:00.002+08:00

Ooooh i'm happy .
But not satisfied .
But happy .

POA 78/100 :D
Bio 47/65 Argh .

But if all goes well i'm expecting a 15 for L1R4 which suck balls :D
Will be posting quotes soon when i've got time and when i've got the mood .

2009-09-24T19:38:00.003+08:00

Some things are meant for you to experience it yourself .

Now preparing poa materials for Someone .

Bye .

2009-09-23T18:47:00.002+08:00

My right ear is slightly bigger than my left ):

Hold on let me dig out some of my ancient quotes ..

Whose life are you living ?

Tone speaks larger volumes than volume itself .

There's no better cure than time .

This heart of mine, got shattered so badly that its irreperable .
All of my dreams were dashed, it's all irrecoverable .
What happened is irreversible,
But you mended my heart, and sparked new dreams within me .

Always . Everytime . Forever .
Love you eternally .

No matter how far she goes,
No matter how many years run by,
She's still here with me, a piece of my heart .

If she says crows are white i'll dye every single one of them white .
She said i'm lame, so i chopped both of my feet off .
Now i'm sad because she told me to jump off the cliff, but i can't .
(Wow)

All made by me . Same goes for the following lame joke .

A man bought a popsicle, then a young girl snatched it away out of mischief .
Her mother came moments after and called that man a paedophile .
What did the man say to the young girl ?
What a cute girl .. I can't take my ice (eyes) off you .

Yes i know :
I happy can already .

I can't wait for more results to come out .
I want to laugh at my stupidity !
Wheeeeee .

Ms Goh said my POA not bad siol (:
Happy .
Byeeeeeee .

2009-09-22T14:56:00.002+08:00

Was she on ?
Hmmm .

Anyway, i finally bought my new earpiece after spoiling a total of 5 !
Marvellous eh ? :p

Caught a cold since morning .
Very sleepy all the way ~_~

English- 68.1/100
p1- 66/100
p2- 66/100
Oral- 30/40

Maths- 66/100
p1- 67/100
p2- 52/80

Lots of 66 eh ? :
I'm looking for A1 though :(

Tomorrow's practical .
Can't wait to get POA/Bio results .

Bye !

2009-09-17T17:48:00.005+08:00

I'm going to kill myself because today's soup suck .
Heard this somewhere before ?

Anyway, lots has been happening up to late .
Massive changes .
Feeling alienated, but whatever .

I'll take all these down,
And burn them all into a crisp .

They will just drag you down .
You don't need them .

Drifting off .

2009-09-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

A few more days until exams are over, then finally class is back !!! :D

Life is like POA, it's either debit or credit .
No life is on its own .
Every life is intertwined by at least another life .
Duality concept .

Life has many memories and histories, like historical cost concepts .

In life, prudence is also a virtue . Prudence concept .

Whatever .
Have got no mood .
I'm out for today .

2009-09-11T08:18:00.001+08:00

Your like a drug;
So addictive,
Attractive
So hard to get .
Your making me mad ..
You damn thug;
Stolen my heart,
Broke it apart ..
And yet i still feel a thing for you .

2009-09-04T21:01:00.000+08:00

I'm too demanding .
But it's not like i'm outstanding .

-----

I'm thinking of how i should torture you .
Electric chairs would be too conventional .

Oh yes ..
After all is over,
I'll let you go take a few steps out of this place,
Then drag you back again and repeat the process .

-----

So, today, i spent the whole day rotting at my place .
The end .

Will be writing more next .

2009-09-02T20:21:00.001+08:00

I thought you knew, but you never fail to dissapoint me .
I thought you understand me, but i was wrong right from the start .

I guess it's fine that i grasp every chance i come across .
I guess it's fine to break another (part of my) heart .

------

After tying you up,
I'll cut bits of you slowly, and rub salt on the wounds repeatedly .
Then i'll pluck off all your nails and put acid on it .
Then i'll throw you into a container filled with all types of bugs .
I have thought of just beheading you,
But how can i do that ?
I need you to be alive so i can torture you, again and again .
I'll put you on a glucose tube, making sure you barely stay alive .
I'll enjoy every part of you-
Your magnificent screams when i pluck your nails out,
Watch you grimace in pain when i cut you, and watch you scream like a whore when i rub salt on your wounds .

Goodnight .
We'll resume tomorrow .

------

Today's humanities paper weren't good .. enough .
Probably a C5 ? Tch .
POA paper seems right to me . Hope i can rake in a distinction for this paper .

Here's some love quotes and such to lighten moods after the morbid section .

"Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it." - Robert Mitchum

"Love is like war: Easy to begin but hard to end." - Anonymous

"As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you"

"We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us"

"True love is when you shed a tear and still want him"

"It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces"

"You can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it"

"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met"

"You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel."

2009-08-31T22:21:00.000+08:00

Grr, have troubles big fuck ?
Think about it .
Tch .
Do it whatever way you want to .
Have it your way .

Some things will stick with you for life, whether you like it or not .

So what's life for ?
For studying, getting a job, stabilising a family ?
For eating, drinking, defacating ?

When troubles arise,
Don't think that if you just apologise,
Everything will just vaporise ..
Because all i get to hear every single time are lies .

2009-08-30T08:26:00.000+08:00

I loved you .

2009-08-24T16:35:00.000+08:00

1 person in 5 is a lot .
1 person in 5 million is negligible .

More is always better .
Less is more .
More or less around the same .

You call that a coincidence ?
You say the promise we had is just a hoax ?
All the time we've spent together was just a fabrication ?

Can you recall your second crush you had ?
I can't, because i have no second crush .
Because your the first and only crush i have .

You will never get used to some things .

Would you go with someone you admire or one that loves you wholeheartedly ?
Would you go with someone you admire or one you feel comfortable with ?
Many will go for the former .

If one out of two with the highest point wins,
That one can not only win by gaining more points,
But also by demeriting the other party .

Just asking-
I'm fine .

Today's post is all hypothetical .

2009-08-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

As long as there's a road ahead, don't stop walking .

Life is never a stright path .

I'm getting over logical, probably should do irrational things to balance things ?

I don't want to lose interest anymore .

A relationship with no trust is pretty pointless .

A relationship with only one giver is pretty pointless too .

2009-08-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

A wet towel cannot dry you but a wet tower can keep you dry
But at the same time
A wet towel cannot keep you dry, and a wet tower cannot dry you .

Nothing can change the past .

I had a sudden desire to leave the premises and i managed to catch a glimpse of you .
And it felt like the time paused for a moment then .
Why now ?

What if you get something you need and not what you want ?

Many things are easy to pick up, hard to give up .

2009-08-19T19:31:00.003+08:00

The forum is desolate ):
I feel so jaded .

Many things happened lately, and i think it's mainly my fault .

No one can change the past .

Different people, different perspectives, different prospectives .
We are different people, had different pasts, but we both have the same prospectives .
Let us put our prospectives together to reality .

We all might start at different places but we all have the same destination: Death .
Let us all meet there .
LOL .

Help, i'm being stalked by Jaslyn and Hui Ping .
They are downstairs and .. i don't know why .
Stalkers .

2009-08-13T21:31:00.000+08:00

Blogger's acting really weird now .

Can you feel the breeze ?
Sure i can, but i don't feel the love anymore .

The hottest love has the coldest ending .

Once upon a time i fell in love,
But now i'm falling apart .

Unable to colour, once again .

Humans are inherently selfish .

How fast the past has passed .

2009-08-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

Lots of things happened .
Wanna know more ?

Nothing is impossible, but not everything is possible .

We may have different goals, but we all end at the same place .

As time passes, you will find out one's true self .

Everyone has their own troubles .
Everyone but you .
For i will share your troubles with you .
You will never be alone .

In order to get something you want, you have to exchange something for it .

Night Study Programme was much of a failure in my perspective .
But didn't expect much anyway .
Will turn up tomorrow as well .

Tomorrow will be Bio Day !
I hope .

I didn't say no . Nor did i say yes .

Nobody is omniscient .

Turning in for the night .
Colours isn't working, unfortunately .
Don't want to type them manually either .
So, so long, people .

Good night & have a good rest .

2009-08-05T21:37:00.001+08:00

Now, i feel free .
So many things happened recently, eh ?

I'm sure about some stuff now, but some new stuff that i am unsure about just arised .
How interesting .

Oh yeah, i followed this girl up the bus x)
Without looking at what bus was it .
Luckily it was 187/985 :P
Sorry, but you can label me as a stalker .
My body just took over .
HAHAHAHA .

2009-08-02T12:38:00.001+08:00

Fiery flames has abated .
If you have missed out that's too bad .

You were right .

2009-07-31T22:08:00.001+08:00

Blogger is FINALLY working .

Today is an incredibly long day .
But how come it feels super groggy all day long ?
I smell something fishy .. !

Sometimes i do things that i really don't mean it .
Like saying 'I love you' .
Ouch !

On Earth, the value of things rapidly change .
In a regular city, gold is many times more valuable compared to water .
But in a desert, drain water is worth a lot more than gold .
However, my love for you will never change for the worse .

I seem happier, am probably factually happier, but i don't feel me .

It's all over !

Every little thing ..

Die again .

2009-07-21T20:22:00.001+08:00

www.offtime.dailyforum.net for the forum study scheme . In the progress of polishing . Feel free to browse and suggest .

2009-07-20T17:29:00.003+08:00

O levels are coming in just a few months ! :)

Scars are easily made, hard to dispose .

You always have a choice .

Two non-parellel lines will touch eventually .

Many good deeds expect something in return .

It doesn't hurt anymore .
Sometimes you have to do things that you don't like .
Like killing .
Oh that's something i like .
What about torturing one ?
Hey, i like that one too ..

Some people are just full of talk, all they do is to jabber, and they think they are reciting a spell incantation .

Don't forget the other side .

You don't need a swimming pool to contain a litre of water .

Don't try to hold 10 different things with one hand .

Colors to be done later, something is wrong with Blogger .

I'm bored now .
But i'm going to do POA TYS next !
Cheers .

2009-07-19T18:29:00.002+08:00

You don't need a backup plan if your first plan works .

I didn't think anything was perfect . Until i met you .

I realised i am one who is fucking picky .
And very prejudiced .
And reckless .
And demanding .

Why do you need to yell when the person is just next to you .

Stop screaming and shouting .

2009-07-17T16:59:00.002+08:00

I believe in fate, but don't depend on fate .

As you spend time with one, feelings will grow .

Don't add on additional burden by complaining . Give suggestions and try to solve it .
Stupid asinines .

It's okay if you fail .
Just don't fail badly .

Don't understand me ?
It's alright, your loss .

I don't need approval from others .

2009-07-13T17:45:00.004+08:00

Where's the most peaceful place in Dunearn ?

A paper cup with nothing in it flies easily .
Our bodies are like them, without a soul we fly off easily, literally .

It's annoying when people don't know when to stop talking .
And it's depressing when people don't know how to talk when needed .
Sigh .

Fear is just an emotion .

If you were to die right now what will be your regrets ?

Would you rather smile and cry later, or frown and laugh later ?

There are many inevitable things in this world .
Death, emotions .. And falling in love with you .

Love her for who she is and not what she is .

It's never too late .

Smile - It's the second best thing you can do with your lips .

Past tenses have their other tenses as well .
Just change a few letters and past tenses will change into present tense, or future tense .

Humans ..
When they have lots of something they don't care about it .
And when they run out they regret .

No point forcing .

People forget .

2009-07-12T19:26:00.005+08:00

Mood flies like lead balloons .
I'm officially pissed off and tired of my life .

Is it wrong to lie to get something you want ?
Not really .
But do you know it hurts like crazy ?

Every shadow has a source .

Anyone has calculated the cost of renting a room in Singapore ?
Lowest price and highest price ..
Punggol .. whatever .

And there isn't a minimum age to rent a room right ?

A lone wolf is a living wolf .

Don't dry promises, and don't wet them with others' unnecessary tears .
Keep them damp, damnit .

Still with the same old cliched line:
They don't understand .

This place, isn't the place i want to return to .

2009-07-10T18:45:00.001+08:00

Things don't always go right .

2009-07-09T17:44:00.006+08:00

Not brave . Reckless .

On my way home today i met a girl with a beautiful dress ..
It's gorgeous .

We take too many things for granted .

Expect the unexpected .

Which is harder-
Fixing a broken heart, or fixing a breaking heart ?

You cure a fall with physical means, and you cure depression with psychological means . What about broken hearts ?

Look beyond the horizon .

What's a good way to chase people away ?
By saying that you sell insurance .
Then probe them with a life-long insurance .

Everyone deserves a second chance, but i don't give them much .

I try to laugh but no sound is heard .
I cry but no tear comes out .
I suffocate and no one cares .
Then you came .
And you made me sink even deeper .

Do whatever you want .

2009-07-07T17:40:00.003+08:00

Essay to be brought forward to tomorrow .
Some quotes are done but haven't got time to scavange them .
Tomorrow, too . I guess .

Sister's fine now .

Will be rushing Venkat's work .

Will be back at 9.30 to update .

2009-07-06T09:33:00.004+08:00

I'll be conjuring one essay in due time .
Which of the following essay would you want to read ?
i) Essay about Losing weight
ii) Essay about Limerence and Love [ Hard ): ]
iii) Essay about laughter, happiness
iv) Essay about Jogging
v) Essay about Wilderness survival

Best listeners are babies .

What is love to you ?
Companionship ? Commitment ? A soul mate ? Life-long partner ?
A short term-relationship, or even a night's stand ?

Seek your own happiness .
You should even fight for it .

Dirty water still washes dirt away .

Not all dark clouds rain .

I'm cold .. physically because of the rain .
I'm cold to you .. i told you we weren't meant together .
I'm cold inside .. my heart aches so much, but this is the only choice ..

Don't talk to me like you know me .

And i was wondering how your lips taste .

2009-07-05T12:44:00.002+08:00

Food that smell nice doesn't mean it tastes nice .

After a hurdle, one goes up a step, or plummets down .

2009-07-02T22:26:00.001+08:00

I want nothing or all, but there's nothing at all .

Is it pure coincidence, chemistry, or affinity ?

2009-06-30T18:38:00.003+08:00

Life is never fair, never will .

There is no right or wrong, just human comparison .

Different people, different prospectives, different perspectives .

What the fuck use is of having everything in the world, without anyone to share it with ?
Sharing is caring .

Living a life without meaning is meaningless .

Why tint your glass when you have nothing to hide ?
Privacy, i hope .

Love is like a cough, both cannot be concealed .

A wild beast is unleashed on a hapless angel on bed .
What a way to describe it .

There's a reason why we met, tell me why .
There's also a reason why you left, but i don't want to know why .

I look at my contact list .
Your not there, but your still in my heart .
Is this happy or sad ?

The only one that stole my heart, broke it .

Fill in my blanks .

2009-06-29T19:27:00.014+08:00

Today's topic is on several vitamins and sleep !

Lately, personally i've been having a little bit of sleepless nights, but i took flu tablets for the sake of drowsiness . It helps, but this can't go on forever, eh ?

Some general tips for good sleep:

1. Drink warm milk .
I have many sources that state different reasons on how warm milk helps .
Warm milk contains tryptophan that help you relax indirectly .
Warm milk contains calcium that works together with magnesium that also help you to relax .
Warm milk has a laxative effect that makes people sleepy/tired .
Warm milk reminds you of your baby-hood, when you can sleep soundly without any hassle .

Now, what about cold milk ?
Cold milk has little or no laxative effect .
Furthermore, you don't take cold milk when your an infant .. supposedly .
On top of that, cold milk can affect your digestion and ultimately your sleep if taken right before sleep .

2. Consume other food that contains calcium and magnesium .
These two vitamins are co-dependant on each other in aiding you to go to sleep, as it calms you down and helps you to relax .

Good sources of calcium:
Milk
Cheese
Mainly dairy products

Good sources of magnesium:
Nuts especially almonds and cashews .
Vegetables especially spinach .
Many types of beans, like white/black bean, soy bean . Red and green bean are out, i think .
Bananas

Use a 2:1 ratio for optimum results .
2 for calcium, 1 for magnesium .

Vitamin B [All types, i guess] also help you to relax .

Don't take a heavy dinner .
Consuming a light meal [supper] before sleep helps too .

3. The direction you face affects your sleep .
Not sure if this is true, but here's the explanation:
Everyone has magnetism in their bodies, head equates to north and feet equates to south .
You should face north so you go with the magnetic flow, thus promoting better sleep .
However i have contradicting sources that states that some dead corpses have their heads face north, they rot faster than usual . But we're not corpses, right .. ?
Not very reliable but worth a try .

4. Have a fixed routine .
Sleep at the same time, and get up at the same time . Even during weekends .
If you have a completely different sleep pattern during your weekends you'll have a high chance to have some trouble with sleep . Your biological clock takes time to adjust, so you know what to do .

5. Exercise .
Exercising helps you in many ways ! Helps you to relax, relieve tension, etc . Exercising in the morning is better for many reasons such as fresher air .
Don't exercise an hour before you sleep .

6. Make sure the environment is sleep-worthy .
Take note of lighting .
Take note of noises and temperature as well .
Make it comfortable .

7. Avoid alcohol, caffeine and such .
Alcohol is bad for the liver, and caffeine is bad for the heart .
But you might take caffeine because of coffee ..

Ah yes, try not to take caffeine in conjunction with milk, etc .
Caffeine somehow stops the calcium absorbtion .
Maybe it stops prorennin converting to rennin .
I don't want to write another essay that is a football field long because of this rennin thing .

8. If you can't sleep, don't force yourself .
Get up and do light activities like reading a book or listen to soothing music for half an hour and try to go back to sleep afterwards . Don't do over-stimulating things like action-gaming .

I find humanities excellent bedtime-story material .

9. Air ventilation .
Make sure the room isn't too stuffy !

10. Only sleep in your bed .
If you read books, do work, or dance on your bed then it's wrong .
It makes your brain think that the bed is also for fun and stuff like that, but if you cultivate a habit of only sleeping in your bed, and not doing other things on it, will enhance your sleep .

11. What's on your mind ?
Compile a list of your worries and troubles, and try to settle them .
Some things cannot be forced though . If so, get it over with .

12. STRETCH !
Stretching helps me to relax .. Might work for you too !
Stretching before sleep will improve your sleep quality as well, if so .

13. Change your sleeping position .
Just like sexual positions, if you don't like it, you change it so you can get more pleasure from it, stuff like that . Works the same for sleep too . The sleeping position you have right now might not be the best posture for you . Adopt a new one if so .

As you can see, relaxing yourself is a milestone to good sleep .

Last section for today's sleep topic:
Do you find yourself sleepy even after adequate sleep ? Adequate like between nine to twelve .
Don't over-sleep like 18 hours . It doesn't work .

So, you might be suffering from some sleep problems if so . Otherwise you might be sleeping the wrong way .

Are you sleeping with your head on the floor and your body on the bed ?
Do you sleep with your feet on your shoulders ?
If you answered yes to both these two questions your probably better off in the asylum .

Right . Now, are you waking up frequently during sleep ?
To the bathroom or just suddenly wake up all of a sudden ?
Drinking too much water or have been watching too much horror/gore shows ?

Is your diet normal ?
Are you a vegetarian or the like ? If so, you might lack several vitamins that promote good sleep .

Usually, when one sleeps there are several phases, i cannot recall them clearly but i'll try to recall .
There are about 4 phases, including the REM sleep phase .

First phase-First 15 minutes
Light sleep . Easily woken up .

Second phase-Next 15 minutes

Third phase-Next 30 minutes

REM-Next 30-45 minutes, maybe up to an hour

Then the process repeats .

The reason why it's called REM because you can easily detect the eye moving quickly under the eyelids when it starts . REM sleep is one of the most, or the most important part of sleeping . It's the time where the body is relaxed fully .

During REM, one's muscles are relaxed and doesn't really work, so when you are deep in a sleep and woke up from a nightmare, and you find yourself unable to move, it's common, because your muscles are like 'locked' during REM, so it'll take some time for your body to adjust back to normal .

Therefore, if your waking up every hour your missing out REM sleep .

There are more than meets the eye to this, but i'm not working as a medical consultant or such, so i'll rest my case .

Should you find these methods useful or useless, please comment .

Good night people !

2009-06-25T13:32:00.013+08:00

Explains much .
So anyone has any idea ?
How to call someone who speaks cryptically .

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You enjoy a calm environment . You are easy-going and original, and will try anything once .
Gentle, relaxed, and self-assured, you are capable of being everyone's friend.
You have an eye for the aesthetic and you work well with others .
Although outwardly appearing self-possessed, you are constantly reappraising your own situation .
The latter is true .
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Today we will discuss about tearing .

First off, crying is neither about right nor wrong .
It is a natural way to let off your emotions .

What happens when you hold back your tears ?
When you hold back your tears, your throat hurts, and maybe your eyes sting a little .
That's because the eyes and throat are somehow connected, and muscles in your throat contracts as a muscle reflex . I don't know why, but it is what it is .

And holding back tears is not good .
Let me explain a little more in-depth about tears .

Recent studies [Last year i think] have shown that, in happy tears the tears contain just brine, salt water and nothing much of a big deal .

However in sad tears .. Sad tears contain the very same chemicals and enzymes that are found in tumors, ulcers and other such lumps and bumps and sicknesses through out the body .

This test concluded that the body, when crying in sadness etc is literally flushing out all of the toxic-chemicals that accumulate and are a part of the sadness/heartache experience .

So if you hold back those sad tears, it means that you are keeping the bad chemicals in your body . So don't hold them back .

Unless .. you are in a public place .
Here are some methods of holding your tears back ..

1. Pain .
Bite your tongue or whatsoever . Don't make it bleed, however .
I find this method useless, but it has proved to be useful for some .

2. Drink water .
It's hard to drink and cry at the same time because the throat muscles work together with the action of tearing . Keep your throat occupied, but don't over-drink .

3. Think about other things .
Place your mind somewhere happier, lighter . You get what i mean .

4. Keep calm .
This is very important . Keep calm, and take long/deep breaths .
I've learned somewhere from a forgotten source, when some men hold back their load, it is important to breathe, to keep yourself calm, so you won't lose control . Works the same way as tearing .

5. Physically walk away from the situation, if appropriate .
Walk away from the event [eg. funeral] into the washroom or such .

6. Look up .
Look up . Simple . If you look down tears are more prone to drip .

7. Grin .
Show your biggest grin/smile and it'll squeeze your facial muscles to reduce the puffiness and redness . Somehow .

And, the way men and women tear is different .

Men cry quietly and their eyes brim neatly with some tears .
Women make crying noises as lots of tears stream down their cheeks .

The reason for the difference is simple -
Men's tear glands are structurally smaller than women's.

Tearing is one good reason why men tend to die earlier, because they hold their emotions too much .

Bibliography/Source: http://hypnocruise.com/tears.aspx

So, don't hold back .
Just let them all out .

Invisible tears are the hardest to wipe .

Humans are really selfish creatures .
Whenever you have the first look at your class photo etc, you almost always look for yourself first . Isn't it ?

Reality hurts like a knife !